i wanted to write a quick post of appreciation. i was having problems with the system for summer school at elac. the system wouldn’t let me add the class i wanted because i had some prereqs they said i have to take. it bothered me for the longest time over the weekend (the office isn’t open on weekends) and stressed me out quite a bit. finally, on monday, i went up there to fill out a...
why does leonardo dicaprio always end up dead in the water with no girlfriend
honestly, i've done almost everything beside study
cleaned my room dusted corners i swear i didn’t even know existed cleaned desk and threw away old shit caught up with bestiful ran errands i vowed to do a few months ago ordered early birthday gifts online (i usually procrastinate till the week of the birthday and freak out what to get people) put aside money for ethan’s shoes ! added some money into my very neglected swear bank ...
i don't even know what i am doing with my life
just two more finals away from being free i woke up in the morning and ended up talking to connie on the phone for an hour or two i think i called her because i was too old/ lazy to text so early in the morning ended up lying in bed for a few more hours bought food from bun bun and heard the saddest story ever changed my life, i swear delivered food to babe at work because omg he’s like a...
i feel like people who eat breakfast really have their lives together
got my paycheck yesterday and i already spent all within my budget today the remaining goes to getting ethan (my car) new shoes (wheels) so high maintenance and demanding, but he’s been working hard he deserves (two) new pair today i was still feeling down in the dumps i ended up hardly working on anything tried to get my elac thing fixed, but it’s going to take about ten days to see if...
But even so, every now and then I would feel a violent stab of loneliness. The very water I drink, the very air I breathe, would feel like long, sharp needles. The pages of a book in my hands would take on the threatening metallic gleam of razor blades. I could hear the roots of loneliness creeping through me when the world was hushed at four o’clock in the morning.” — Haruki Murakami, The...
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She waited for the train to pass. Then she said, “I sometimes think that people’s hearts are like deep wells. Nobody knows what’s at the bottom. All you can do is imagine by what comes floating to the surface every once in a while.” — Haruki Murakami (via langleav)
i haven't cried myself to sleep in the longest...
thankfully, yesterday i didn’t have to. my eyes suck and they are swollen but i feel much better as opposed to bottling everything up the night. or holding back tears as i strolled back and forth at work. i’m glad too, because i would have had to awkwardly excused myself to the restroom. three more days till my last two finals and one paper due and i can relax a little before summer...
how did i end up with $0.46 in my bank account.
my personality varies from unbearably clingy to disturbingly distant and there is no inbetween
do animals think in english or in the sounds they make
imagine having someone who only wanted you and didn’t flirt with anyone else and didn’t make you uncertain whether they liked you or not
reasons to be happy
Dead trees still stand and so can you. You have five fingers on each hand. One day those fingers will travel from your lap to someone else’s and that person will know all the bad stuff and still want to kiss you. Seasons are guaranteed when nothing else seems to be.
i’ve gotten so old or lazy to the point where i don’t even want to text. today, i put my voice function on my phone to good use. this is how it works if you don’t know. i speak into my phone and my phone will generate those words into text which i will be able to send as a text message. FRIEND: so where do you want to go eat ME: … FRIEND: so did you type that out or say...
555). seriously, trust no one.
i will make a positive list
i was so happy to find out that my his final will only consist of take home part as opposed to that + an in class test. however, this five page paper comes with demanding requirements and it’s not going so well. i had such a good time yesterday with connie and suki. it’s so fun going on adventures with them and catching up. we had alondras, cha for tea, lette and shopped and bought useless but...
i deleted my last post because i thought it would have been offending to some people. but i can’t express the level of annoyance i am at. i do one good thing — more like a favor — for someone and it backfires on me. i feel like it’s some sort of betrayal. because if i didn’t tell you, you won’t know. i trusted you because i believed you, and suddenly you took a...
interesting day at work today
a man came in and bought 30 gift cards another man came in and bought 13 more someone called the store demanding to speak to the beautiful lady wearing a royal blue gown (scary, if you ask me) good thing she knew who he was a kid randomly winked at me
i’m no cactus expert, but i know a prick when i see one
what i have to do but don't want to do
start five page history paper tomorrow read/ study for amst final study my ass off for math because 90.2% theater reflection paper
you know you’re good friends with someone when you send them a picture and tell them they look fat there.
From the moment I saw you, I knew I was gonna spend the rest of my life avoiding you.
there’s nothing like relaxing after a tiring day with a face mask .. sike. there’s so much to do. next week is finals week and then i’m done done done. done with my freshman year. i don’t even feel bittersweet or anything at all. i think it has a little to do with because it feels like any other year — nothing special. i don’t dorm or have a roommate so i...
i wanna give a high five to every parents who have a hot son good job
what an introvert is: someone who gets their energy from being alone and can get exhausted from being around people for extended periods of time what an introvert isn’t: low self esteem hatred of people social awkwardness
Naps are tricky because you either wake up refreshed and relaxed or you have a headache, dry throat, and are unaware of what year you’re in.
all i have to say to you is i hope you're happy.