February 2012
i feel detached from everyone i was once close to.
at the end of the day, i just want to be happy.
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the last two days have been hot
bipolar california weather fo’reals. i didn’t realize how close march is till today during the fbla meeting. competitions are next saturday and i didn’t even know. i always knew it was going to be the first week of march, but i didn’t know how close it was till then. it’s still february in my mind. it was a big shock as i realize i need to study more. i’ve made...
in the end who are you left with? no one but...
i wonder what my friends say about me behind my...
i don't want to get attached to anyone any more.
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happy birthday tiffany !!
great day today :) it’s my friend’s birthday and everything went well. to start off, we had decided to go to boiling crab to celebrate her birthday. so school went by as normal. i was reluctant to wake up but it wasn’t that hard in the end. the weather looked chilly, so i brought a jacket to school. periods went by and i got a cupcake made by nellie for tiffany and it was so...
i wonder which friends are going to still be by my...
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so much light in the city you wont believe, been...
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conversation with mum during meals
THE MOTHER: when are you going to cook for me? THE DAUGHTER: i can make you cereal tonight.
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a little update
yesterday evening, i went on an evening jog around the park with my sister. ran around a couple of laps (just kidding, just three) before my fatass got tired and we went home. hilariously, my sister also got chased by a dog. she was “scared for her life” and went home to drink orange juice for more vitamin c. hehe, i’m just so proud that i took the first step of getting back into...
jaypuh asked: Thanks Cindy! :) Hopefully you will get (or got) good news from your colleges!
be worried when i don't care anymore.
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don’t make a permanent choice over a temporary...
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so i go outside and i fake a smile but if they...
please let me know if you're actually interested...
never give up on something you worked so hard for...
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ucla townhall !
when i got home yesterday, i was too lazy to type a post :X and also, i wanted to include pictures, and i was certainly too lazy to do that. when i got home yesterday, i watched tv and dramas. hehe, but now i will recap it all (or as much as i can remember). i left off yesterday after lunch listening and listening to the speakers. food coma kicked in, and i swear that nothing was worth sitting...
i hate being put into a situation and not knowing...
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what ruined my morning
when you are in the middle of a fight, how about you not drag me in? i have nothing to do with it, so it’d be really nice if you leave me out of it. to be honest, the last thing i want is to get involved. being in the middle of two tense people isn’t my ideal day. i’m not going to play messenger and deliver messages from one person to another when clearly, you can do it yourself....
let's face it, we all get fucking jealous.
i never gave up. you just stopped trying.
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updates @ ucla
friday finally came by. it took forever this week :( calgrant scared me the night before, so i woke up earlier (by a few minutes) to go talk to my counselor. sadly, when i stopped by the guidance office, she wasn’t there. intead, i talked to the other counselors — the ones that were there and available. i talked to moya and galindo. they were really nice and helpful and i hurried to...
there's always that one name that will eat away at...
i wish our conversations would never end.
your skin. you can burn it, cut it, and cover it,...
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random thoughts and so forth
i’m looking forward to the upcoming three day weekend :) this week has been pretty chill for it’s the beginning of the semester. everything is pretty easygoing. i wish i have only four periods a day and free first and sixth. i know someone who found a loophole and got that. anyways, we got monday off, tuesday was a fun day. wednesday was a short collaboration day, and today is a...
if you still get jealous, you still have feelings.
you don't have a valentine on valentines day? some...
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cats
in the car, we were talking about cats and how they dart across the street at night without any sense of intelligence and without looking both ways because they don’t care since they have nine lives .. when a cat leaped out in front of me and ran across the street -_-
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so won’t you be my honey bee? giving me...
i try to make people feel good about themselves,...
after a while, shit really gets to you.
can we spend a day together? just you and me?