they will see us waving from such great heights

so like now i am angry. like five minutes ago i was okay. then my mom had to tell me we’re leaving at nine. today’s new years. so annoying. ugh, and my dad’s like i can’t do anything about it, deal with it for a few more days. wow, so helpful. i’m tired of her being the boss just cause you’re my mother. now i feel conflicted. and tired. and old. well christina’s party was okay. it wasn’t bad. in the beginning me and tracy were outside. i came first and i just walked in cause the door was unlocked. but then it felt weird so i came back out. everyone was in christina’s room. so then i walked back and forth like four times. till tracy finally called and i went in with her, after a very intense and confuse conversation outside. well we went in cause christina’s brother’s car drove up to us, and i freaked out. and we ran in. haha, then we sat down and waited for other people to come, and while everyone tried to get the grill going. and yeah long later, after coming in and out the house, everyone came and we ate cookies, chips and gummy worms. then we opened the late ” secret santa ” presents. notice the quote marks, because everyone kind of new who got who. calvin got me, and i didn’t find out till today .. and i got fiona. haha, then in the end, we ate and i left first. so now imma shower.

i woke up five minutes before eleven when my sister started talking loudly. now my fingers are freezing cold as i type. was it always this cold in the morning ? i can’t remember. but today, the sun is shining ! sunshine :) so i wrapped christina’s ” present ” and placed it in a box that my sister cut up. it’s unproportional and whatever but it’s just the inside of the box anyway. so whatever. and then my sister volunteered to wrap it up in birthday wrapping and it turned out .. really not nice. so we got a gift bag. bright yellow, and put it in and place some tissue paper in it. all that for a stupid container of cookies. impossible. anyways, now it is almost noon. still cold, sun still shining, and i’m still cold ! the plan will be .. imma be late to her house. like 7 minutes late. then imma stand outside in the cold to wait for tracy. so she doesn’t get lost. and if someone happens to kidnap me .. well she’s responsible. so imma send my hitman to her house and eat all her cookies. and .. i don’t know what to wear. because she never clarified whether it was going to be formal, semiformal, or casual. definitely hope it’s not formal .. or semiformal. i dont know. and today is new year’s eve ! all ready for a new year !?

it has become a habit that i go on tumblr .. as much as i used to go on facebook. but now, i go on facebook less, twitter less, aim less, and computer less. for this week. it is cold outside and i feel like holding someone’s hands :) so hold my hand ! HAHA, just kidding. my sister love watching family feud. which is what she’s doing now. so at one, i left home and came to the club at around 120. it was deserted, except some old people and it was cold :/ and henry was the only person i knew there ! then tracy came, and david and his frans came back from jack in the box. and then we played some badminton and then it got boring so much :( but we stayed till 5 for practice and forced ourselves to play even though i was bored to death and wanted to go home ! and we talked alot to shirley and laughed and that part was okay :D now i am home, and waiting for my mom to make me something to eat. so again, i got mad at her cause she says i have attitude issues and tell her to do stuff. like try and ” force ” her too, but in reality i don’t think i do. cause i actually thought about it, and i just ASKED ! but sometimes i really, really get mad and hate her. so tomorrow, imma go to christina’s house around 330 and leave maybe 730. that’s what i’m planning so far. and as of now, imma eat some cookies :D !

outside is pouring. not that hard, but wasn’t yesterday just sunny !? yes it was. i listened this song called love disease over and over for 58 times cause i fell asleep with the earphones in my ear. and in the middle of the night, my stomach starts grumbling which means i’m hungry. but it was like three in the morning, so i just ignored it and kept on sleeping. now i’m drinking another glass of milk. and back to the ” it’s raining outside ” ! i’m going to sgvbc today ! why is it raining :( and isn’t christina’s birthday celebration + early new year ” countdown ” + late secret santa thing tomorrow too ? but i’m not staying till the new year. it’s kind of weird, and i rather stay at home and watch times square ? :D and not that my parents will let anyway. i’m sure i can convince them but what’s the point :/ ! hope it’s fun nonetheless too :) haha, today is the day i will start my wh bk report and then the rest of the days will be carefully laid out so i can do math. i remember so long ago when tracy told me she’s already on #21 and now, days later, i’m still on 0. that’s a bad sign and i have a horrible feeling about this. like i should dump everything on my desk, take out my math book and math shit, and start working. but i’m only human. it makes me feel behind in talking to people because i haven’t been on aim often. especially after 9 and all the conversations i’m missing, and some that are incomplete :( but i kinda like my new schedule .. which is watch tv till you’re tired and fall asleep ! the sky’s dark and still crying :X and then i haven’t seen dawy on cause i’ve been wanting to ask her something !! anyways, i’m done here. maybe it’ll stop raining so i wouldn’t have to look for my umbrella.

.. that i found interesting !
these are the unavoidable laws of the natural universe :

1. law of mechanical repair : after your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch or you will have to pee.
2. law of the workshop : any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner.
3. law of probability : the probability of ‘ being watched ’ is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act.
4. law of the telephone: when you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal.
5. law of the alibi : if you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning or soon thereafter, you will have a flat tire.
6. variation law : if you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now.
7. bath theorem : when the body is fully immersed in water or in the shower, the telephone rings.
8. law of close encounters : the probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you do not want to be seen with.
9. law of the result : when you try to prove to someone that a machine won’t work, it will.
10. law of biomechanics : the severity of the itch is inversely proportional to the reach.
11. theater rule : at any event, the people whose seats are furthest from the aisle arrive last.
12. law of coffee : as soon as you sit down to a cup of hot coffee, your boss will ask you to do something, which will last until the coffee is cold.
13. murphy’s law of lockers : if there are only two people in a locker room, they will have adjacent lockers.
14. law of dirty rugs/carpets : the chances of an open-faced jelly sandwich of landing face down on a floor covering are directly correlated to the newness, color and cost of the carpet/rug.
15. law of location : no matter where you go, there you are.
16. law of logical argument: Anything is possible if you don’t know what you are talking about.
17. brown’s law : if the shoe fits, it’s ugly.
18. oliver’s law : a closed mouth gathers no feet.
19. wilson’s law: as soon as you find a product that you really like, they will stop making it.

good late evening everyone. i just got home from the mall with my mom famfrans. jeez, it was exhausting in so many ways. first i wore shorts and boots cause i’ve been feeling like wearing boots since winter started. it doesn’t feel right without boots for winter ! anyways, my mom got ” angry ” at me for wearing shorts even though it was like what, seventy degrees outside, and told me to change. so when i refused, she phoned my dad using my phone and tattletaled on me. then he yelled at me for being stupid and wanting to get sick wearing shorts in the winter. uh, hello, the sun’s shining, the sky was clear, everything was like .. early spring. it was just a teeny bit cold. and i was planning to wear a jacket. but i ended up changing into jeans. i was so black, white, and gray today. so my mom’s fran picked us up; and apparently she wasn’t a really good driver because i flew all over the place in the backseat with my sister. but she wasn’t the worse driver .. i hate riding in new drivers` cars because it’s like a rollercoaster. well anyways, it took like twenty minutes to get there because we stopped by places to get stuff. and then i bought a cute belt and fragrance thing from b&bw’s ! then we shopped some more and i got froyo at nubi’s ! :) their holiday special was half price on all your yogurt and i didn’t know till i paid. if i knew, i’d get a whole lot more ! just kiddings, but my mom was still surprised that i could eat up to five dollars in yogurt and still want more. i love the cookies and cream most ! from like yogurtland ! ugh, then my mall adventure ended around five when we went home. then my sister wanted fries so we stopped at mcD and my mom got us a medium fry and i had alot :( we were stuffing ourselves in the car : / ! and now i’m home. i love posting pictures on tumblr ! :) and i go on first thing in the morning when i get on the computer ! LOL tracy called me an addict.

up quite early today. i’m drinking a glass of milk because i haven’t drank any milk in about a week. and i can’t go low on my calcium ! haha, i had the strangest dreams ever. i fell asleep a but passed midnight after watching friends on tv. and i dreamt about donuts. yum. but really strange. cause there were lots and lots of donuts ! so much that even though i didn’t really eat them .. i’m really sick of them :X i woke up this morning with the sun shining and sky clear. i love this weather. it’s warmer and less windy now. i got darker during the summer but now my tan is fading and that’s disgusting cause i don’t want to be all white and pale again. but it’s still a bit cold outside. i am so glad i finish that wh bk ! but seeing there is only about 5 days of break left and so much to do .. that’s not much of an accomplishment. but i’m working on it .. but starting tomorrow ! cause today, i plan to do nothing and perhaps go to the mall ? :D i wish i have unlimited amounts of money to spend and then i can always go shopping whenever i feel like it. plus, i think my wardrobe needs more clothes. or closet. whatever. the other day, when i was making things with my sister, this humungo spider came crawling out of no where. and we both jumped up and it was scurrying away ! so i ran and got a bowl and trapped it underneath till  my mother finished showering to get rid of it. she’s useful for something, at least. i’m just kidding. she makes really good food, but sometimes i just get angry at her. alot. i’m still working on that. anyways, i think this is enough. good day to you :)

i was so angry. my mother was being so unfair. but i don’t want to talk about that now :) i read till one in the morning because i was that determined to finish that book. so i was afraid i wasn’t going to finish it. i hate how people spam and chat on twitter. and i end up having to scroll all the way down to read other updates. there’s texting, and aim for conversation. but 13223434 tweets back and forth gets quite annoying. i don’t go on twitter as much anymore since i have tumblr to occupy my time :D ! i love this thing. i love posting pictures, and quotes, and everything. it’s addicting. my new obsession is cupcakes. been craving them for days, and still craving them till i get them. sighs, i really want to go to the huge glendale galleria mall and shop. but i need rides and yeah :( anyways, since i’ve been sleeping so late, and waking up quite late, it will be more difficult to adjust to the school schedule once again. i can’t wait till march, when season starts; then we can finally have some exercise to do. anyways, imma go and eat my lunch !