7644) you don't realize how much you hurt me.
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understatement.
May 2010
April 2010
“some things are meant to be broken. imperfect. chaotic. it’s the universe’s way of providing contrast, you know? there have to be a few holes in the road. it’s how life is.”
—sarah dessen, the truth about forever submitted by nspirazn (via quote-book) (via itsarlenex3)
i'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen. i need to stop thinking that everything is just going to go how i want it to.
i’m glad that i have a friend like you. there are times where we don’t really talk and our conversations have awkward silences, but in the end, we’re always there for each other. you get me when i’m thinking that there’s nobody out there that knows what i’m going through. but when i talk to you, you know exactly how i feel because we go through all the same things. and i’m thankful for that. you’re a great friend and i probably don’t let you know that enough, but you mean a lot to me. we’ve been friends for a long time and when all my other friends faded into the background, you always stayed right in front of me. i don’t always go to you when something’s troubling me, and the reason for that is because i don’t want to bother you. but for every time that i went to you and told you all about my problems, you always made it better. and whenever you have something going on, you always come to me. and i just hope that i was there for you as much as you’ve been there for me. we never fight and if we do, its always over little stupid things that don’t take much to get over. we’ve only became distant from each other once but it didn’t last that long. we realized each other’s wrongs and apologized for it. and right after that, our talks felt the way it had before we fought. friendship like that is hard to find. and one that lasts for years, i know it’s only gonna get stronger. i’ll be there for you whenever you need me because i know you’d do the same. best friend <3
blogging time :)
it’s 930 and i think it’s time to blog !!
the past few days have been alright. it wasn’t outstanding. it was painful and tiring. mentally and physically. csts changes our schedule so we get to skip two periods per day. today, i didn’t have math. oh, how happy i was :) but tomorrow i have math. sad life and i am dreading my math test score cause i know i did horrible on it. i must go to trig next year though. practice after school is crazy. it sucked yesterday, and today we had league finals : D ! i was so nervous but michelle and i won first game hands down. we ” bagel-ed ” them both sets ! then afterward we played sg and lost first set. i was scared, seriously. playing as varsity is scary. cause first time. and nerves get to you. and we won second, and finally third was extremely intense. but we won and i was glad :) and even though i rather we play quarter finals today .. the people left which sucks. so we have to finish tomorrow. we’re fighting for fourth place. cause right now, we got nothing. and if we win that one game tmr we get a medal and i want one ! : D and leeanna said from days ago that we can do it and i hope and think that we can. i’m so thirsty. i had orange soda but still thirsty. i want more but i must stop. cause i had a venti strawberry and cream frap from starbucks and then dinner, twix bar, more food, soda and yeah :/ very unhealthy. uhms .. after csts today we played big 2 and that was fun : D honestly speaking, i really hate it when people speak canto or mando to each other. cause i’m jealous that i can’t understand that much and communicate back. but today was good .. in a way cause i got to talk to you : D
she's the girl that believes that what comes around goes around. the one that hopes for a better day. the one that won't give up on you. she's the girl that's unlike the rest. the one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying. she's the girl that would love to be loved. the one that looks so damm strong, but feels so weak. she's the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.
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