hello wednesday. i swear i slept pretty early on monday. but by tuesday i was tired. i slept at midnight last night .. and getting up this morning was pure torture. i was too tired. but i got up and went to mcD before school started to get sweet tea to wake me up. and i remembered it was shirley’s birthday and being loaded with a crapload of homework, who’d have the time to go out and get something ? :( oh school, you’re going to kill me. so i got her a sweet tea too which was such a burden to carry around. the bungalows aren’t really close either !! :0 and my hands were like sore and in pain by the time i got to class. and i was almost late .. i feel like i’m extra chinky today because i could barely keep my eyes open. but i got through the day. funny thing was the large sweet tea made us have to pee a lot !! and then i had horrible cramps which made me sad. being a girl is hard. in the car home, i felt carsick .. and went right to sleep when i got home. slept for like 2.5 hours and woke up feeling better. attempt to work on some homework, and now my sister is watching tv super loud. there’s so much things to do in the summer time but there just isn’t enough time !
there will always be those days, when all you want to do is stay in bed, let the world crash over you like a giant wave, and just sleep it off. you just want to pull back from everything, call in sick, when you're emotionally hurting. but the best thing you can do on those days is get up and work through it because it only makes you stronger.
i don’t know what to address you by. how have you been ? i think it’s interesting how we have talked for so long .. and we just suddenly stop. we have great conversations before, and it all started expectantly when i gave you candy for halloween. sorry to tell you this now, but those were the candies i didn’t really like at that time. like lots of chocolate and lollipops or whatever so i gave them away and you weren’t able to go trick-or-treating that day or something so you were pretty happy that i gave them to you. yay. i’m glad i might have made your halloween that year. then we talked and i remember you had like a couple of screen names. now that i think of it, that really irritated me because you had a habit of being invisible and i had no idea if you were really online or not. funny funny. honestly, i have quite a lot of things running through my head right now .. none which i can find words for. i think we’ve been through quite a lot. but then, we had this huge long time gap where none of us have contacted each other for a very long time. i don’t want to say exactly how long, but it’s been a while. i don’t know how, but surprisingly you are still near the top of my buddylist. well, we do acknowledge each other in the hallways :) back then, we used to share so much music together, listening to a large variety of songs from each artist and picking our favorites. we’d go on yahoo answers and play games. we’d talk on the phone a bit but i didn’t like it cause it was kind of awkward. no offense but your writing was ugly. but that’s all in the past. like i said, we haven’t talk in a really long time. funny thing is you’re in my class now. and funnier thing is .. it’s not as awkward as i’d thought. it’s normal. and i’m glad. i can say i’m glad i met you. because if not for you and a lot more people i have ceased to talk to, i wouldn’t be who i am today. you’re pretty cool, and if given the chance, i’d be your friend again.
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like meteors coming to cleanse earth of all the stupid people, because i could really use some mass extinction right now. some mass extinction right now.
this will be an interesting post. i do not know who you are, but i hope you turn out to be a very important person in my life. please don’t just walk out of my life too. i’d like you to be a close friend of mine .. someone i can easily talk to. someone i can trust. please do not stab me in the back, because that hurts a lot. pleasei wonder who you are. please don’t be clingy. those people are the worse. can’t take a hint at all. hmm, stranger, i really wonder who you are. have i seen or met you already ? :) well, whoever you are, wherever you are, whatever you are doing, i hope you have a pleasant day tomorrow :) the weather is going to be extremely nice .. says yahoo !
i admit. i get mad when other girls start texting you, i get worried when there's girls around you when i'm not there, i get irritated when you keep on cruising with them, going along with their plan and damn, i do get jealous when i see pictures of you and other girls the next day. i don't know, i just don't want anyone to get closer to you cause lets face it, you're amazing, and i just don't want anyone else to see that.
yet now i feel disappointed and annoyed. in the morning i woke up at 8. could barely get up because i slept so, so late. like at 2 ?! :0 what was i thinking ? oh right, i wasn’t. too tired to think by then. i met tracy at the park to get our volunteer forms. i came from the other side of the park so i was sitting on the swings wearing bright red so she could find me :) basically i made her walk all the way there for no reason .. but i could have met her halfway but i didn’t. so we ended up walking back the direction she came from !! : D TEHEHE ! good morning exercise, no ? after being confuse and a bit lost for a while, we found the daycare and got our forms. and said hi to brian thanks to a little girl who kept staring at us. then we went back to the swings area where i was getting picked up to go home. and again, made tracy unnecessarily walk some more cause she has to turn back and walk home. lucky .. she lives right next to the park !! :0 well then we went to the movies at 1 but we were 15 minutes late. i got there first and walked across the street feeling lonely. so i called suki to see if she was there yet .. and apparently she was in front of the traffic light waiting for it to turn green so she saw me cross. her sister and her waved to me and it was so funny but embarrassing !! :) and we bought tickets to karate kid which turns out to be so good. i loved it. so funny. and then afterwards, we watched toy story and carolyn was already inside and we were like woah, what ? :0 when did she come ? but she was there for a while but didn’t text or call us. HAHAH :) toy story was super good. i loved it. so much. at the end i cried .. so sad. it’s my favorite out of the three. and i thought the first movie is always the best. but no, not toy story ! :) then suki left and us three — tracy, carolyn and me took 30 minutes to decide where we want to eat. we ended up at noodle world after ahem someone suggested it. so carolyn drove us there and eating was pretty fun too :0 now about why i was disappointed .. eh, well i don’t like it when guys call girls chicks. do we look like chickens to you ? i don’t know about you, but i just don’t like the term. we don’t go around calling you something like .. whales. so i’m disappointed in you a bit because you said that.