February 2011
222). i'm going vegetarian for the month of february.
no school today !
but we have school tomorrow :(
my laptop is acting weird. like it freezes once in a while and then i have to force shut down because nothing else works. but i am hoping it’s a temporarily glitch and it wouldn’t become a problem. apparently i am having technical problems this week. first my computer wouldn’t turn on, and now this. it kinda scares me. i woke up this morning all lazy, tired, and sad. i moped around the house the whole morning and was going to finish a note i started for my friend but i still haven’t. my parents and sister went out to go somewhere. i think they went to sam’s club :) and came back with inn-n-out for lunch. then i had to call someone to resolve a problem for my sister but i guess i got annoyed because i hate making these calls and got yelled at.
today’s weather is nice. it wasn’t too hot or too cold. it rained out of no where yesterday. i wasn’t able to go to the mall this weekend because lots of things came up. but after the scary emergency we had last week, everything is all good now :) i was told on friday that i have a fbla test thing the upcoming friday and i haven’t studied anything. thinking about the competitions and everything sounds fun but honestly, i don’t even know what to study for. and so i just pretended i have been studying, which i haven’t. it’s very sad. went to practice today :) and it was pretty fun if not tiring. like the coaches are nice and i like today’s games but the whole partner thing is so complicated. you’re not given a choice and it makes me wonder what’s going to happen later. i rewatched mean girls after dinner and no matter what it will always be better than the second one :) i never watched the second one ?
tomorrow’s school, and i’m deciding whether or not to bring my precal book. i haven’t wrapped it and it is actually very heavy. i hate how sometimes you tell one person you like something but they don’t like it and think it’s weird. but the next thing you know they are head over heels obsessed with it. i mean, okay, why the change of heart. did you finally get hooked to it or is it because everyone else likes it too? i don’t know, i feel pretty crappy right now with a minor headache so i just going to pour myself a glass of orange juice.
everyone has weakness, but guess what? i have two: everything you say and everything you do.
i hate seeing things that reminds me of you.
you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got and remember what you had. learn from your mistakes and never regret cause people change, things go wrong, but just remember -- life goes on.
January 2011
don't risk anything you aren't willing to lose.
don't you hate it when you have such a good dream, and when you wake up you can't remember the whole dream.
when i meet the perfect girl, i cant help but tell myself that i don't deserve someone like her.
the best feeling in world is seeing someone smile and knowing that you were the reason why.
when she puts up with all your shit because she sees nothing but the best in you, now that's love.
