they will see us waving from such great heights

tomorrow is may.

may may be a good month. there’s lots events to look forward to in may. for starters, SAT is on may 7, and there’s also cif and cif individual the upcoming week. i can’t wait, because it’s going to be exciting, fun, and interesting. but also a bit scary thinking about it. i hope everything turns out well. then there’s like two banquets, but i think one is early june. and according to yahoo weather, the weather is going to be very nice and sunny this week. it finally feels like summer, but i hope it’s not too hot or that yahoo weather is lying. sometimes the weather forecast is a bit inaccurate. well, today is a pretty good day :) i woke up at 10, and looked forward to spending a day with tracy, but last minute plans got cancelled. for some reason, today i am very snappy and snapped at everyone. i can’t help it but as annoyed as i am now, i promise i’ll try to be more patient tomorrow.

so the fambam and i went to west covina to stop by some place, and then we went to puente hills mall. i haven’t been there in so long and i have forgotten how much i love that place. their f21 is huge and lots and lots of cute stores to go to. shopped with my mama and we bought stuffs. i got cute items and i like how their forever bag is black. it looks really cool. anyways, at around 530, my sister got hungry and we went to the food court and she got a teriyaki bowl. i can’t believe she eats so early. i saw really cute keychains that i was tempted to buy but i didn’t. for a very sad reason that i shall not reveal :) grr, and it reminded me of someone too. i got my sister a voodoo doll thing from the vending machine and it so happens that a cute black one came out. we went to see’s candy next and she bought lots of chocolate and we shopped some more and ate and then went home around 8. also stopped by krispy kreme and got donuts, yum. i also read about six chapters for english because i was super behind. i got my book when everyone is on chapter twelve, but it’s okay because i’ll do my super reading and catch up by tomorrow :) i actually have quite a lot of homework to do this weekend, but right now i am very thirsty.

rude people.
i’ve written a part of this story before, but i don’t think i had posted it publicly. i can’t get over this because it happened very, very recently as in yesterday, and still bugs me when i think about it. in my opinion, it is so rude. so in one of my classes, there is this girl i get along with pretty well. she’s an underclassmen, so i try to be really nice to her. we aren’t exactly very close — just common classmates who talk about very general things. so usually, when i bring food to school, i’d shared with people around me if they want some. but one day i brought sour patches and pretzels that were in the front pocket of my jansport backpack. i went away from my table, and when i came back, she was rummaging through my backpack. i don’t know what she was looking for, or what she expected, but it is kinda my backpack and it would be nice if she asked me first. what if i had something personal in my backpack that i’m not comfortable with? i didn’t say anything, and she took the sour patches out in plain view and started eating it. i was like what the fuck because who does she think she is .. that is so rude. as if i wasn’t annoyed enough when she went through my stuff.

so my teacher came by, and she put the sour patches in plain view on my backpack. we’re not suppose to be eating in that class, so instead of her getting in trouble, i did. during the whole exchange, she silently sat there “doing her work”. my teacher basically said that i better watch out because my citizenship grade will most likely be lowered if i keep this up. of course, i didn’t rat her out or anything but i was very angry. honestly, if it was me, i’d put aside the misunderstanding and say it was my fault. i wouldn’t let someone take the blame for something i didn’t do. but apparently not everyone is the same. that was about a week ago. yesterday, i came to class with iced tea in a bottle. before i even sat down, she grabbed it and said, “oh i’m going to have some”. i’m not really comfortable with sharing drinks with people i hardly know. and how rude is it that she thinks she could take and eat everything that is mine? so i told her that i was sick and she immediately set it down. two minutes later, she grabs the bottle once again and said “oh, i don’t care” but she changed her mind once again when i told her that i really am. which i am not, by the way. not only that, later she went through my bag again. and this time i asked her if she could stop going through my shit. seriously, i don’t know about you, but i hate people going through my stuff when i hardly know you. aside from the fact you pretty much always freeload off of me.

i was too tired to blog yesterday.
too lazy to post pictures. yesterday was a long day, but we skipped two classes again. we had part one of the math cst, and i thought it was okay. i took my time because i fear that i may make mistakes. without a calculator, i feel pretty useless. i guess that’s how much i have been relying on calculators to do simple math for me. we got to skip fifth period too, and the bus came to pick us up. we drove to sg to pick the other people up too, and they took forever. it was pretty hot. the second day was very intense, but all turned out well. at the end of the day, most of us got medals ranging from first to fourth place and i felt satisfied. it was really hot though, and i got a strawberry popsicle again. one tiny thing that made my day was receiving an ap gram wishing me luck on the ap tests. the funny thing was that i’m not even taking any ap’s this year, and it was an unexpected person that sent it to me :) yet, it made my day because the message inside was completely irrelevant. anyways, after we got back to keppel, we had a team dinner plus alumni at jj’s. it was good and we went to qq’s and got frozen yogurt for dessert. sat there talking and sharing stories till i had to go to staples. but by that time, it was well past 9, and it was closed. but i stopped by ralph’s and got some food. i stayed up bs-ing part of my essay, only for it to be due on tuesday. what a waste, but i had a good night’s sleep.

today, i could hardly get up. i went to first, and we didn’t do anything that productive. took part two of the math cst, and then went to second. it was pretty boring, and i had no work to do and didn’t want to study. thanks to courtney for putting everything together. the booklet looks really nice, and i’m sure we will get a good grade for it. i got super duper annoyed at this girl who can’t keep her hands off my things. you can’t just take someone’s stuff without their permission. ugh, thinking about it makes me angry, but i’m not going to talk about it here. then we went to lunch, and tracy shared her lemon spongecake that was really good. i hate having fourth period after lunch; it feels so weird. we had sha for sub, and he literally wouldn’t let us do anything. cody flung something that hit my eye, and it hurts a bit at that moment. so then, i decided to just doodle. when the bell finally rang, went to sixth period and just talked. after school, andy drove us to ono’s and we waited forever for them to make our spam musubi. then practice went fine, it was pretty interesting. not the best definitely. afterwards, my parents and sister went out to eat at noodle city. it was viet food and it was okay. some guys from another table kept staring at me, and it was a bit creepy .. but they left later. then i went home, showered, and texted.

i just realize today is not a collab day !

today went by pretty good, except right now i feel a teeny bit sad. but it’s nothing big, so i’ll get over it. i went to school in the morning, dropped my things off at the locker room and went to second period. we skip first and sixth period today because of the cst schedule. it was pretty boring and i feel awful for saying this but i got annoyed at one of my friends. sucks because sometimes after i find one thing that annoys me about them, other things pop up. but that rarely happens except for that one person who does endless crap because she is better than everyone else. anyways, i drank all my arizona tea before the period is even over. my sister got it for me the other day, and i really like how sometimes she goes somewhere and gets me something and vice versa. so after second, it’s the last part of the english cst, which was remarkably easy for me. hopefully, i don’t jinx it. and then went to third, which i spent cutting fake money. it was interesting, and for some reason, i just love that period. sometimes. i really like getting to walk and talk with pamela to the C building too. it feels really weird having lunch after third period, and after we went to fourth and played cards. then went to find people and waited outside for the sg bus to come and pick us up. then off to sgvbc for league finals !

it was a sunny day, and super hot inside. everything went okay, i guess. i’m satisfied with everything but i was super annoyed when someone started bitching at me when it’s not my darn fault again. so bipolar. when we win, it’s like rainbows and butterflies. and when it’s split or something, suddenly, you’re bitching. it’s not like i do it on purpose and i hardly think it’s always my fault. maybe sometimes, but you are a very big reason of why i hate people. aside from the whole freeloading part, and using people for your benefit. oh, and the odor. not that i’m judging or anything, but it wouldn’t kill you to not be so conceited and acting superior all the time. but everything turned out pretty well and tomorrow it’s semifinals and finals :) we got popsicles before we board the bus to go back home and i got strawberry. i went home, ate dinner, showered, had strawberries and nutella, and not doing homework today because i don’t have fifth period tomorrow. and hm, nothing much really except talking to friends .. but about something that i really don’t want to talk about. grr, it used to make me really sad but now i guess i’m more okay with it. but it still makes me sad. oh, and i also watched mulan.