i think we have a collab day tomorrow !
thank goodness. the eight remaining days are so stressful. too much things to do, too less time. summer is just around the corner, and i really can’t wait. i had a restless sleep last night, waking up multiple times. then in the morning, i can’t get up and i didn’t hear the alarm at all. in fact, i don’t think i set it right because i didn’t have to wake up and shut it off. what woke me up was my sister being an absolute brat and rushing because she’s leaving for her science camp trip the whole week. the house is noticably quiet today as well. i woke up, rushed to shower, ate breakfast, and went to school. i swear, i’m always rushing in the morning now. somehow, i made it to class on time. first period was okay, we took a quiz which i miserably failed because i forgot to read. i don’t really care though, because i don’t think the final will be that hard and i’m in no danger of dropping a whole grade. something that pissed me off was that same annoying girl trying to screw the whole class up. the same one that i have tried so hard to ignore the last few months. if you’re so damn smart, you should have taken ap, and stop whining about how easy the class is. it’s really hard to ignore someone who constantly competes with you. in second period, we got our tests back and i really need to start reading the chapter. and study for the vocab final on friday. i used to enjoy third period, but lately, there seems to be all this tension and i really hate it. i was late to fourth, but we didn’t really do much anyways. reviewed for our final, and that’s about it. lunch was okay, i ate potato wedges. fifth is my most dreaded class, and sixth, i was tired and annoyed at a lot of people.
after school, we went to find mr. neilson, but he was no where to be found. so we walked to andy’s car, and he seemed very happy to see us. we haven’t seen the coaches in over a week :) miss them so. he had gone to buy drinks at half and half and we paid them back and treated them to a drink. mmm, i love the boba. and we drove to rosemead and met prince and then printed the directions to get to our banquet place and switched cars and went there. i like the place, but it’s so high up. after much discussion, we saw our room and my favorite part is the view because it’s so high up and we can see so much. it will be so pretty at night. i can’t wait for saturday :)
the only reason i don't respond truthfully when someone asks me what's wrong is because i know that most of the time people don't care about my problems and they just want to know what's going on because it satisfies them to know everything that goes on with everyone.
of things and people.
somethings just keep going downhill. the things that become so repetitive that it becomes a cycle. i’m tired of it all. i’ve been a good friend, okay? don’t try to make me think otherwise. in fact, i think i’ve been too good to you. i’ve done things i don’t want to do, just for you. because i actually wanted to help. because you asked me to. i don’t exactly expect anything in return, but a sincere thank you here and there might be nice. but it’s ridiculous, because you obviously take me for granted. not only that, you constantly hurt me with the harsh words you say. in the end, i just don’t know. i guess i’m through trying for the sake of our friendship. what friendship?
i am suffering from a headache today, but overall, today is a pretty good day. i woke up at three in the morning because i had a bad dream. i was awake for five minutes and then crawled back to sleep. woke up later at eleven, got up, showered, and had leaves for brunch. salad, if you didn’t catch what i meant. i told carolyn i had “leaves” for brunch, and she called me a giraffe. it made me laugh. then i went to work on scrapbook pages but i realize i still didn’t have construction paper. so instead i doodled and wrote on the board on my wall. wrote the things i had to do and reminders. i looked through michelle’s yearbook and intended to write my page, but my mama came and asked me to help her call macy and that took like two tries because they hung up on me the first time. i was really annoyed, because i hate making these phone calls. then at 145, we all drove to tracy’s house and picked her up and went to montebello mall. went to claire’s and my right ear hurts a bit. i wanted the hello kitty one but it’s really not worth it. so i got a normal stud. then we went to get frozen yogurt. i know i said i was sick of it because of friday, but i ended up getting four dollars worth anyway. grr, now i am definitely sick of it and really want boba. after eating there, we drove tracy back home and then i went home and that’s when my headache appeared. i walked to suki’s house to drop off her page and pictures for her to work on, and then walked back again later when she texted me and told me she had black construction paper :) then i tried to fall asleep but it just didn’t work and i ended up wasting a lot of time lying there doing nothing. finally worked and finished the two pages but i am not really satisfied. had yummy viet food for dinner :)
sometimes, when people are sad, nothing can really bring them back up right away. simple words, good advice, or even the people around them trying to make them happy can't make them happy just like that. we should never tell someone to just be happy and forget about what's holding them down, because we're not dealing with the pain in their heart. it takes time and patience for someone to get back up. it's not that easy.
today is actually a pretty good day, till the past hour. but here goes. i was the last one to wake up this morning, and i stayed in bed forever. then i got up, showered, and had breakfast. stayed home and spent some time on the computer and listening and singing to music. tracy told me about her fin-less mini dolphin pillowpet and it was so funny. i had to check whether mine was missing a fin, and it isn’t :) my parents went out to run some errands, so i was home with my sister for a while. i walked around and ate random foods, and then had a small lunch because i wasn’t hungry after all that snacks. i had fried rice, by the way. later in the afternoon, i went out with my fambam and saw chea on the streets. and then, hilariously ran into tracy. it was so random, and we were still texting. our phones were in our hands and everything and i thought that part was funny too. my sister wanted shakey’s so we stopped by there, while she and my mama went inside and got a small pizza. then office depot and i got two new flashdrives that are bright red. then went home and made my parents something. but my mama disappointed me because she liked the other one more. another funny thing today was the comment on my facebook status. i laughed. but then someone had to message me ruin it all. thanks.
。 be honest.
。 be trustworthy.
。 not always 100% serious.
。 eat eat eat with me.
。 actions speak louder than words — don’t just say things, do them.
。 smells good.
。 big, warm hugs.
。 make an effort to get to know me.
。 be yourself.
but so tired throughout the whole day because i slept so late and woke up at 9. but i still liked it. i woke up this morning when my ipod alarm clock went off next to me. within minutes of opening my eyes, shirley tagged a bunch of pictures of me on facebook, so my phone vibrated and my ipod’s “push notifications” beeped. in the end, i got up and had tea and the last slice if cheesecake for breakfast. at eleven, and after i showered, i walked to keppel to find suki and tracy. they both drove right past me, and we walked to carolyn’s house because we didn’t want her to drive everywhere picking us up .. but took the long way because no one trusted my sense of directions. so her dogs barked at us and are a bit scary. so off we go to krispy kreme and bought a dozen donuts. we also got four free “samples” and we couldn’t even eat it all. then we went into puente hills mall and hung there but then i got really sad because i need a legal guardian to get my piercing. i wanted it today, so i was very angry too. anyways, i’m still getting it this week, legal guardian or not. we got all the senior gifts, and stayed at forever the longest. suki got her outfit for banquet too, and the top is very cute. after we went to guppy house and ordered fries, popcorn chicken, and a small order of shaved ice. the funny thing is that it was not small at all. it was enormous and huge, and can feed eight whole people. and there was only four of us and it was torture eating it after we consumed the fries and chicken. the fries were yummy and the popcorn chicken was spicy even though it was suppose to be mild. it was a good day, and i went home and watched movies ^__^
with lots of ups and downs, but mostly ups. and some downs. it started with me falling asleep very late, because i was studying and working on some things. i had to be productive. i did finish my page for scrapbook, and today, i even worked on another page. but then i ran out of construction paper and all work halted. i woke up late this morning, because i was so tired. in fact, i got up and turned my alarm clock off and went right back to sleep. i was awoken later, and showered and had some cheesecake before i went to school. i made it to class just in time. in first period, we continued watching the huck finn movie which i enjoy. then second, took our test which i don’t think i did too well. third was rather interesting today, and i find that i like the class and the people aren’t too bad either. in fact, i really like meeting new people. that aren’t assholes or bitches. in fourth, we played cards and got a yummy piece of cake. but i also went to the vending machine and got chips. in fifth period, we had a sub and i took notes. there was no lunch, so i went to sixth and we just talked.
after school, tracy, shirley, jessica, and i hung at alhambra. first, we went to joann’s and got supplies. i got the things i want, and tracy got glitter. it’s very glittery. we then went to cha for tea and had a delicious lunch. it was super good, and i haven’t had it in a long time. i ran into some people i knew too. well, after cha for tea, we sat at the very serene park-like area for an hour and chatted, and took pictures and had lots of fun. now i am rushing this post because all of us need to go to sleep and wake up early tomorrow. uhm, after i craved froyo and we walked to silverspoon and in the end, i couldn’t even finish my froyo. we went home after, and i needed to go take my shot. so off to the doctors i go, and i was pretty nervous and scared. and the shot wasn’t that bad, but my arm is still numb and it’s pretty swollen too. pretty gross, i tell you. anyways, i also went to lots of places with my daddios and got my sister her sleeping bag for science camp. but later we got into a fight and i am so angry at everyone that i ain’t speaking to any of them. anyways, overall today was a fun day, but tomorrow will be even better. right now, it is 134 in the morning, and how about we all wish tracy a happy birthday :)
you make me laugh at things that aren't funny. you make me smile without actually being here. you make my stomach flip by a text. you make my heart drop just by saying hi. i hate to admit it, but you're amazing.
till school ends?
those eleven days seem so soon. i don’t know whether i should be jumping for joy or shedding tears. it’s true, i do get sad when the year is about to end. but also relieved, because finally, summer is going to come. today is also an exhausting day. it’s passed midnight, and i should knock out, but i need to study for business. sighs, i have been slacking off in that class and my citizenship grade isn’t looking too great there. i woke up this morning pissed because my alarm clock kept ringing and ringing. it rung for ten minutes till i finally got up and shut it up, and then took a shower. i love showers in the morning. i was running late today though, and so i shoved breakfast in my mouth and walked quickly to school. i had a lot to carry and i had to find people in the morning. so i found aisha, and gave her the spam she has to sell and texted andric but right when i sent that text, i ran into him. then the most embarrassing thing happened. and i went to first, where we had a surprise benchmark and a substitute. in second, we had to go up for presentations and i felt like my english was very impaired. do i talk funny?
in third, we had the sub we could smell before we could see. and either he loves saying my name very much or something, but he kept calling my name and it was a bit awkward because i don’t think the class likes me anyway. i don’t remember doing anything in fourth. and in fifth, everything was okay and i felt giddy the first half of the period. then it was lunch time and i went downstairs and waited ten minutes for tracy because she had to finish her conics test. and then we went to lunch. sixth period was stupid; the plan was not thought through and then after school, we helped sell boba. then i went home, and i found out i have to visit the doctors and take the shot tomorrow. and then i went back to school to frantically look for my math notebook. i couldn’t find it and i was scared and sad but i later found it when i came home. i packed some things and went to tracy’s house and she locked me out for about ten minutes and i didn’t know and felt out of place, awkward, and abused. just kidding, and then we worked on things .. and i ended up making her a sash which was pretty bad but okay. all i can say is that i tried, and even neglected homework that i wouldn’t have done anyway. then i went to the festival of learning and walked around with tiffany and drank yummy smoothies. and walked and talked with lots of people and then went home, ate some food, and ended up finishing my page of the scrapbook. now i shall spend an hour studying for this test that i have a feeling is going to be postponed tomorrow. the end.