yay, it’s the last day of summer school.
but i’m not even taking the second part of summer school :X hehe. today is an okay day. earlier i remembered chea telling me everything for the senior packet is really expensive, so i looked through the papers and i realize it is very, very expensive indeed. can’t they cut down the price or something? and it’s sad because i hate asking my parents for money still .. always did, always will. sighs, it’s not fair. it’s their hard earned money and i feel guilty for just taking it and all. that’s why i wanted a job this summer but right now, it seems unlikely. anyways, today i woke up earlier than usual. at noon, i dropped by two people’s houses to pick up and drop off something and then we — my dad, sister, and i — headed to costco to eat :) been craving for that berry smoothie for a long time.
halfway there, we stopped by a gas station and that’s when i was texting tracy (tracy-tangx3) and i found out she was going to costco too .. it’s felt like deja vu, like the time we ran into each other so randomly. and we did run into each other, at the food court when i was eating my super hot pizza :) i ended up getting a slice of pizza, a berry smoothie, and then later a sundae. but i didn’t eat it all. ended up running some errands and then later, i dropped by keppel to ask about something and talked to the secretary. i don’t know if i should be concerned or something, but recently, i’ve think i’ve been losing a lot of hair. i always had a lot of hair, but it feels like it’s just falling off a lot. is it stress? i remember someone worrying over the same thing before, so maybe i’ll ask her later .. what happened and what made it stop haha.
FUCKEN PART 2
hi there. let me tell you a story. two days ago i went to keppel to pick up my darn senior packet. and two days ago they sent me back because they were too busy working on the cahsee shit. the office was fucken empty but nope, they didn’t want to get that darn packet. so i came back today and they made me hand over my id card and utility bill. i expected that but i hate disclosing any personal info to the school because they somewhat carelessly give it away. i would know, i worked in the school office for like over half the year. she asked me why i didn’t change my address when the school year ended .. it’s kinda obvious because you gotta wait till the utility bill comes, okay. so i got the packet, after a bit of waiting and she handed me back the utility bill after making a few copies of it. and i walked halfway home when i realize they didn’t give me back my id. so i was annoyed because yay, extra walking when i’m already happily dying from cramps. not being able to sleep at night because i was so darn uncomfortable and curled up in bed for four hours in the morning sounds just pleasant, doesn’t it? and i want my id card back because .. i just do. i walked all the way back and asked for it and she goes, “oh are you sure you gave it to me?” yeah, i’m pretty 100% darn sure i gave it to you. so she looked and couldn’t find it and so she apparently lost it. and all those times the school bitch at you for not having your id card or losing it, yet they just lost my id card? to top it off, she said “if i find it, i will mail it to you”. rolling on the fucken floor laughing my fucken ass off right now. what are the chances that they would take time and mail it to me. oh, keppel you are so darn funny. to be honest, i guess i am just so darn bitchy right now or something.
i know it’s absolutely no big deal and stupid, but i want all my id cards from freshman to senior year.
what happened to i wouldn’t miss it for the world
and all the things you said i wish i never read so much into those words
and yes, i’ll admit i fell for it fake promises
now i regret all that i said to you and now i’m left
but here i am again
remember when you were in kindergarten, and you meet a kid, and knew nothing about them,for about ten seconds later you were playing like you were best friends. because you didn't have to be anything but yourself?
and also tired and sore from today.
and i didn’t even do anything that great. i drank a whole bottle of water and i am still thirsty :X someone told me if you ate lots of salty things, that will happen. my right wrists feels weird and stiff and that’s also been hurting all day and i feel pretty bitchy all day. craving for a nice cool smoothie. hm, that would be really nice right now. very, very nice.
woke up at 9
tired = fall back asleep
woke up at noon
cramps cramps cramps :(
sandwich for lunch
off to the doctor’s .. again
super long ass wait -_-
ralph’s supermarket !
met michelle outside fluff ice
pizza hut !
medium pizza + chicken alfredo pasta
home sweet home
i woke up at 9 today and my daddios told me that i have a doctor’s appointment today again and grouchy as i am in the morning i was not happy. i fell back asleep and woke up three hours later and it was past noon so i had to get up. and then terrible, terrible cramps that make me want to cry and cry some more. i get really bad ones that make me just want to shoot myself in the uterus. just kidding, i don’t want to do that because that will hurt more but it hurts really bad i swear. a few times it got me sick .. but that’s rare so it’s all good. anyways, i had a sandwich for lunch and it was good but i wanted fries :X and then off to the doctor’s, where i sat in the waiting room for a very long time. not ten minutes before i sat down, there was this annoying girl that i would love to slap across the face a few times. she was kicking a toy back and forth with her sister and it was so fucken annoying because hello, bitch i was sitting right there .. and not only that, she was dogging me as i walked in and signed myself in. it’s like she got a problem with me already and i didn’t do shit. not being racist and all, but she was mexican and so damn rude. two minutes later, she accidentally kicked that toy that i would love to chuck at her at me and it went under my chair and she leaped — yes, leaped — at me to get it back. the next hour of waiting, i swear she kept dogging me.
anyways, after doctors, i went to ralph’s and later met michelle to pick something up from her at fluff ice where there was a huge crowd of people because lots of youtube stars are there :X i didn’t stay long because i felt so sick and so i didn’t wait for kristine and went to pizza hut with my daddios and seesta. i ran into someone i knew, just as he was leaving and waited forever for the pizza and chicken alfredo. went home and ate. i just finished another bottle of water because i am so thirsty. sighs. didn’t even get to go to keppel today because i woke up so late and the lady will surely bitch at me again.
i think i am losing hair.
seems like i am losing a lot and a lot of hair. but i always had too much hair anyway but that doesn’t seem like a good thing. perhaps i am balding. not good, not good. the last few days is hot. i think i was on the computer less, and got a lot of things done. i also looked up colleges because my parents made me but all i really want to do is enjoy my summer .. but personal statements are hard :( i also lost my chapstick for the 273628374th time.
woke up at 845
suki brought back souvenirs !
tennis-ing at barnes
big 2 :)
vroom to jj’s + qq’s
job application !
watched easy A
went to keppel to talk to guidance office
staff = useless -_-
chilled at home
today .. i woke up at 845 no thanks to my alarm. i set it but it didn’t really ring. the last few days were hot. went to barnes to play tennis with suki, tracy, and shirley. haven’t seen suki since forever because she went to hong kong which is in china. she brought back souvenirs :) and i got a bracelet. we played tennis for a while and it was pretty fun despite the lack of skills. we sat at a very broken bench and then played big 2 at tracy’s house. this time we didn’t go to cvs :X got hungry and went to jj’s to eat and shirley and suki took absolutely forever. suki couldn’t finish her sandwich and i wanted to trade it in for more fries but apparently we can’t do that :( and shirley’s beef curry was like 50% oil. gross, i tell ya. we randomly got job applications and i hope i get hired because i want a job to make $$ to spend. and then froyo at qq’s and stayed there for awhile. went back to tracy’s house and watched easy A and then i had to go and i went to keppel and we all know how that went. i played with this program thing on my computer all day and it’s pretty cool and tomorrow is wednesday and i can’t wait for disneyland next week ^__^