now i'm living with just memories.
August 2011
never take someone for granted. hold every person close to your heart cause you might wake up one day and realize that you’ve lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones.
life is full of disappointments cause we fill it up with expectations.
All I Have Is Love
Stevie Hoang
you waited so long,
for a love that`s gonna last forever
baby just give me a chance
cause i know that we can stay together
wish i can give you all the finer things
like designer bags and diamond rings
what i got for you is all you need
girl loving you is all i have to give
July 2011
if i choose you over sleep, you better feel fucking special.
i like making people happy because it makes me feel happy and accomplished that i made someone smile.
it's weird how someone can just break your heart and yet you still love them.
don't hit me up because you have nobody else to talk to. hit me up because you sincerely miss me.
everyone comes into your life for a reason, some for good or bad, they may shape us, break us, but in the end they make us who we are.
i hate those moments right before you go to sleep, when you are forced to think about all the things you tried so hard to forget.
friday !
yay, it’s the last day of summer school.
but i’m not even taking the second part of summer school :X hehe. today is an okay day. earlier i remembered chea telling me everything for the senior packet is really expensive, so i looked through the papers and i realize it is very, very expensive indeed. can’t they cut down the price or something? and it’s sad because i hate asking my parents for money still .. always did, always will. sighs, it’s not fair. it’s their hard earned money and i feel guilty for just taking it and all. that’s why i wanted a job this summer but right now, it seems unlikely. anyways, today i woke up earlier than usual. at noon, i dropped by two people’s houses to pick up and drop off something and then we — my dad, sister, and i — headed to costco to eat :) been craving for that berry smoothie for a long time.
halfway there, we stopped by a gas station and that’s when i was texting tracy (tracy-tangx3) and i found out she was going to costco too .. it’s felt like deja vu, like the time we ran into each other so randomly. and we did run into each other, at the food court when i was eating my super hot pizza :) i ended up getting a slice of pizza, a berry smoothie, and then later a sundae. but i didn’t eat it all. ended up running some errands and then later, i dropped by keppel to ask about something and talked to the secretary. i don’t know if i should be concerned or something, but recently, i’ve think i’ve been losing a lot of hair. i always had a lot of hair, but it feels like it’s just falling off a lot. is it stress? i remember someone worrying over the same thing before, so maybe i’ll ask her later .. what happened and what made it stop haha.
