.. of my first day at school. kept very general and apathetic.
i woke up from the sound of my alarm. didn’t wake up too early, or too late. went to school, walked around, got my schedule from the new english teacher. she’s really nice, and from arcadia high. i really wish i have her as my teacher this year. this year, we have a “first day of school” schedule. so weird but first period begins later and we have fifteen minutes of roaming around looking for our classes and such. first period was better than i expected. my teacher remembered me from two years ago. she didn’t remember my name, but she knew who i was. i knew two people in the class, one of which i am very happy to catch up with. to be honest, i was going to drop that class for a free first so i can sleep in. but this class isn’t difficult; i just have to wake up early. in the end, i decided .. not to. second period was boring, but it wasn’t entirely unbearable. third period is the worse class ever. i guess i should have known when i signed up for it, but it’s very boring and i have absolutely no one to talk to so i tend to nod off. over 90% of the class are underclassmen that i don’t know. i’m too awkward to start a conversation and not to be a bitch, but over half of them are snobby, and think they’re all that .. of course, that’s only from my 50 minutes observations.
i thought english was going to be my favorite class. unfortunately, it wasn’t what i expected. i hope it gets better. lunch was nice. we visited mr. tran and i swear, a few days at westminister, i swear i saw him driving a silver car. when i asked, he said he does have a silver car, but he wasn’t there that weekend. well, teachers tend to lie about that so who knows. in fifth period .. i don’t know what to say. finally, sixth period. by that time of the day, i was exhausted. yet, it’s my favorite class so far. i think it has a lot to do with how different and funny the teacher is compared to the other teachers. and i am interested in this subject, so technically, i should like it. and i do. mhm, well that’s it. after school, i rushed to the guidance office but it was already packed with people. i had a few questions to ask, and it didn’t help when people kept dragging their friends in to cut and fobs shoving people aside with their huge backpacks. this girl stepped on my shoes twice and my toes hurt. anyways, this day did not go as great as i had hoped it would.
it was fun while it lasted.
it feels like it flew right by. many fun times but it doesn’t feel like it’s enough. some days are spent laughing with friends, some days spent chillin’ indoors, some days spent eating everything in sight, some days spent sitting in front of a fan .. yeah. i wish i went somewhere out of state. well, i lost that opportunity two months ago but there’s still next year, right? :) once school starts, all i’ll be looking forward to is the weekends. and thanksgiving break, winter break, spring break, and then summer once again !
i ended this summer with going to the beach. yesterday was either the hottest day of the week or the second hottest. but it was so darn hot. i haven’t tried fixing my messed up sleeping schedule, but somehow it kinda fell into place. i had days where i couldn’t sleep till three in the morning, but lately, i easily fall asleep around one or midnight. probably because of the meds that make me so darn tired in the middle of the afternoon. my arms are still so sore and bruised from the iv that it’s ridiculous. i wake up pretty early in the morning too. around nine and sometimes earlier, so hopefully waking up for school wouldn’t be that bad. i can hope. anyway, yesterday my fam and i went to huntington beach. it wasn’t as crowded as i thought. maybe everyone started school already but it was a sunday :X we went to the mall because i want to shop but it was closing early because it’s a sunday. so fail, so i got some hello kitty things before we left to eat dinner. originally, we were gonna eat at restaurant but i was tired so we just got inn-n-out and went home. a few days ago, i went shopping and got shoes so now i feel like going to the mall :(
hands down this is the best day i can ever remember
always remember the sound of the stereo
the dim of the soft lights
the scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock, when we realized “it’s so late!”
and this walk that we share together
the streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
so i jumped it, and let you in
and you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it
and i knew.. that you meant it.