i just can’t wait to get this week over with because i’m just very tired. you know you’re getting old when your back starts hurting .. or maybe i just slept in a very awkward position. but i slept like a dead person last night because i was so tired :( hehe, i recently read that if you slept like a baby then that means throughout the night you constantly wake up and cry from hunger so that really doesn’t apply to me because that wasn’t how i slept so i changed it. ahh, that was random. my grandma is visiting this week so my mom has been spending a lot of time with her and it’s very cute. they play games together :) and my sister is away for science camp so it’s nice and peaceful and i’m like the only child again :X hehe, but my daddios misses her because he always checks if she calls at night. aww, sho cute they are. i woke up this morning and had a banana but half of it broke off and fell to the ground .. sad life. got to school way too early and i was patrolling the halls like a loser -_- it was a very busy day actually .. two presentations and a test that i have not study for. if there is ever a time for yolo, i think that term applies to this because i’m in over my head in work and i just want to get anything — everything, over with. there was a lot of time left during second period and i just practiced both my presentations silently. then in third, the other presenters today were all in debate and speech and so professional that listening to them made me want to cry HAHA. so i was veddy nervous and talked so fast mr. green didn’t think i was breathing. and during a moment of technical difficulty, i accidentally said “oh shit” out loud which was unintentional .. but it was over and done and that showed a very bad side of me that i rather the teachers not see. tiffany also went to day and it seems like we’re in the same boat again (stressed and busy with a lot of work).
after third, i went to find suki because she texted me about going to the auditorium for seniors award night. so i waited for her and we headed down together. apparently, it’s mandatory but i don’t know if my parents want to go :( it’s bound to be boring, maybe. but yay, getting my cord. tiffany and i are actually very lucky, since we only joined iba recently. i’m not saying we don’t deserve it, because i think we do. we’ve dedicated a lot of our time and effort as well. however, there are other people like alyssa that have done so much more. we didn’t meet the requirement of joining at the start of sophomore year either, but there is no way i am throwing away something that’s so within our reach. went to fourth period after the little meeting, and presentations were going on again. i can’t help but get annoyed at those guys who always talk and mess around and easily piss our teacher off .. it’s also a disturbance. but whatever. my presentation for that is tomorrow and we have to dress up .. all my skirts are too short -_- during lunch, tiffany and i went to mr. green’s room. she wanted to study for her elac thing and i needed to get some of my facts straight for my finance presentation. we ended up just talking there though :) and i did get my facts straight when i asked him to explain more about the IRA’s and stuff. after, i felt 10x more confident because i really didn’t know anything to start with. to get the approval of the teacher lifts a pretty big burden. at the end of that period, i felt so good because i got a lot of things out of the way and my grade rose from borderline to not-so-borderline. then, i went to take my psych test which was okay and i hope i get only a few wrong. the ec from fol is a safety cushion ^__^ now i am going to: